Tuesday, December 9, 2008

schoolies retrospect: a muddled day-by-day. VOLUME 1


(copied from the original transcript; being, my diary)

{ DAY 1 : FRIDAY }
Blip. Day one of Port. Jay and I got here mid afternoon yesterday after 4 hours of split shift driving. Largely uncomplicated, The highway/freeway combo meant we had very, very few turn offs and we didn't have to think too much. Roadworks plagued us and we were constantly caught in the white noise of an untuned radio, for my CDs had melted in the heat. We were two teenage girls and a station wagon named Clyde with a mattress in the back for accomodation, and we journeyed mostly in a comfortable silence between I-spy bouts and pitstops at places like Coopernook and Bulahdehlah. Our halfway point was this stop.revive.survive stop beside a golfcourse, an eerie, deserted place.
Ack. But I don't feel much like writing now. I keep getting distracted and losing the ends of my sentences. So I'll stop for now, and do what everyone else is doing - watching the BBC version of Pride and Prejudice while we sprawl about the lounge room.
{ Post Note: Our first evening here, the night before after our drive, we all went out to the Pancake Place for dinner. There, I resolved never to tease Tea again (even though, in my opinion, it is one of the foundations of our friendship). Though I slipped a few times (slightly, no big remarks or anything, quite mild) I am still keeping up the mocking-drought. }

{ DAY 2 : SATURDAY }
Next Morning -
So it has been a full day and still I have not written any on the matter of the trip. Early morning Day two. Jay and I crashed on the unit floor of our mates' who are staying here for schoolies {Post Note: the prior night we spent in a tent at a camping ground, listening to a rabid koala keening and grunting through the night}. Our Roadtrip was indeed to join them here and avoid accomodation costs, and also watch my Dad and his boys play at the State Cup, but the two of us instead have been playing it very much by ear. We watched Kiera Knightly's Pride and Prejudice last night, but it was lost on me after being subjected to the BBC version - that's how I see Lizzie now, I suppose. And on Lizzie - I don't much like her as a character - she irritates me a little, and not in the good reminds-me-of-my-english-teacher-in-melodramatic-mode way that Mrs Bennet does. THough certainly not as bad as Lydia does. {PN: I want to find a nice old version of the book to read}
Ess is washing up. An early riser, you see. And now she'd cleaning the kitchen. Me, I wake to the slightest noise if prompted, and in sleeping in the adjacent lounge with Jay on our mattress it was pretty much inevitable I'd be up in a few moments, albeit a little zombie-ish.
So now I'm writing. Yesterday. Yesterday the four of us went op-shopping in town. It was a hot, greasy sort of day where you go pink around the edges no matter how often you re-apply and getting in the car is torture. We went quarters in two pairs of suspenders (our 'communal suspenders') and the other three, Ess, Jay and Tea, found a few old books and things. I'm a little concerned right now as to how we'll get all our stuff home (Ess and Tea brought their unicycles here, of which I have been trying (doggedly and in vain) to ride) but I suppose we'll just see how it all goes.
Other than op-shopping we did little. Today we plan to go to the markets in Wauchope and then stop by the sporting grounds to watch the D boys and girls play. {PN:They boys sadly played terribly and lived up to the unfortunate D mantle of talking the talk without walking the walk. My dad also stuffed his neck and was unable to continue playing}
Well go to the beach soon I hope. Mucho Love, Indi.

It is evening and I am perched outside the unit block looking vaguely out into the distance. It will be twilight soon. { PN: While at the units Bea's Twilight [Stephanie Meyer] books did the rounds, nearly everyone reading them in the time between arrival and departure. She had started and epidemic. It was near bedlam when the Jacob-Edward debate inevitably flared up}
We visited the markets and op-shops today. It was sweltering hot. I hopped from umbrella to umbrella for relief. We visited a book-fair too - fill a plastic bag for $5, I say that's pretty good value. The four of us - we have an obsession with old books, inspired mostly by Ess, and we found some really interesting ones thatr, for one reason or another, were suitably significant in some individual {PN: and special} way. Me, I found Shakespeare and an old italian 'linguaphone', and a french-to-english dictionary. Tea: 'Chess and the Game of Death'; Ess: old scriptures and books with fascinating covers; Jay: poetry. Ess loaded up on linen too to make dresses out of - it'll be Tetris trying to fit everything in the car.
I'm learning to ride the unicycle - and making adequate progress with it. When I get off I cans till feel my body seeking balance - or at least, perhaps learning to be more comfortable with being out of balance, as Janine Antoni says.
After seeing Dad briefly at the State Cup (he'd hurt his neck, so there was little to see - though we were sidetracked by general touch footy awesomeness..) the four of us decided to trek up along the beach and rocks to the black obelisk surmounting the outcrop that rises above the beach near the units. Along th way we were unsurprisingly sidetracked though { PN: by a sculpture we interpreted as a giant pencil piercing a round concrete disk} , and the hike didn't come to fruition - instead, we scaled the other rocks, cliffs, caves and pools along the shoreline, each of us going our own wyas along the stormy, jagged rocks. I climbed about in my cons and looked down into the foamy rock pools, all deep turquoise and storm-blue and dark, and though I had inhibitions at first due to the creeping rain I followed Ess along the shoreline and we sought the other beach together { PN: we wanted to see if it was possible to cricumnavigate the entire coastline by rock and access each of the beaches} along the blackening, slickening rocks. We wanted to see if it was possible to traverse the entire coast by rock {PN: There you go. } We made it to the beach, Ess barefoot the entitre way.
When we arroved back at the unit (all grimy and blustered with sweat and heat) Ess and I took the two unicycles out to find a place to practice. Walking part way through a trail we found in the bush we came across an apartment block with a good, long fence for balance. Practicing here (i am getting better - managing to go a couple of seconds without scrabbling for purchase) we were discovered and comandeered by two little girls ( who swore alarmingly proficiently) on their bikes. Immediately they favoured Ess, for she could ride her unicycle and made a much more impressive spectacle than I, falling off every two seconds, and we were roped into piggy back and bullrush.

{PN: I realised I better write about the markets a little to preserve them in my memory here, and it is for that reason that this entry was particularly un-chronological}

We went to a few markets in the morning at different places in the area, one out woop woop in Wauchope and the other at the local Uniting Church. Later, I hope to recall a particular tree at the Wauchope markets, all garlanded {PN: Even at the time I didn't know if that was a real word or not } with lucid, bright orange budded stalks, that rose up in the middle of a yard behind the Church to droop its little petals over all. Wauchope was a very rustic sort of town and it was a soothing sort of experience going about the stalls there before the small old stone Church.
I remember the colour purple - like a Cadbury purple, deep, most likely from the low-slung canopy of a stall or from the lavendar products of Ernestine inside the church.

Now I sit curled in a large chair at 11:30pm (late by my standards) waiting to pick up some friends at a club in town. I'm tired.
Blip, Indi.

buongiorno. Come sta?

I have returned from the abyss.

And it is as if I never left at all.

Is that a negative of positive thing? Is it negative because my experiences on Schoolies can so easily be dwarfed by the prospect of Home? Or is it a positive thing that my home and my family provide a berth for my life, to which I forever return to after by adventures out yonder, out across the 'auspicious gales' and tempests of life's sea?

I need a camera to aid my unsatisfactory memory.

I know this - I had a wonderful, quite relaxing time.

{And I watched the V and VI Star Wars films last night (and I'm a convert!) } poor, poor Anakin.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Friday, November 28, 2008

Thursday spats, slaps, splats and sparkles; Friday tatts, rain and tantric yoga

It has been a cold and drizzly day, preceded by a muggy yesterday. Not much to report in particular - major, petty arguments and slaps exchanged with Sis before giving Eve a much needed scrub. The seats took forever to vacuum because they refused to release the glitter Jay's dress left after the formal (the formal! and I hadn't washed her for weeks since then, poor, dear Eve). And now it's raining. Friday: went to yoga with Mum. Am not really feeling more flexible. Touch'll be called off though, so, recovery time. And Dad got another tatt' done - his mate came to our house and did it. I'm still thinking about taking up an apprenticeship when Uni starts up. I need the moolah. It didn't seem all that bloody or bad, nor the needle pen overly large or clumsy. They were having trouble doing the devil's face, so they got me to fill it in on Dad's arm with pen.
I need to make some movies, people, before I go insane. Preferably Bea's present.
I also need a job, dang it.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

PAINTBALL!


Tea invited us all out paintball-ing; Ess, Bea, Jay and me - up Kulnura way. Up a mountain, higher and higher we wove along the winding road, Tea's mum singing loudly in the driver's seat while Ess dozed and I enjoyed the scenery. We tailed Tea's dad's car and ended up at 'The Paintball Place {'Skirmish at its Best'}'. It was an unarmingly idyllic place - there were green trees and grass, very farm-ish, reminding me very much of my old place.
We padded up - at least, Ess, Tea and I did - and strapped multicoloured bandanas 'round our heads that Tea's mum, Tnya, had brought for us, looking suitably dorkish. We signed a few wavers and got suited up in gear and padding that was very army-esque, and which blew us up to twice our normal size - Bea, being quite small, looking quite dwarfish, but alarmingly capable with her giant gun. The visers (no helmets) were as Tea said they would be - as if they'd been plucked off the set of a Star Wars movie.
We were thrown into it quite suddenly, and it was awesome! You approach it with trepidation at first, until you're hit for the first time - then, you become much more daring than before. Both Ess and I took innumberable shots to the head and our hair grew slick and multicoloured. There were all these courses - giant black pipes, green screens, wooden slatted walls, a rocky bush incline - and though our team, the Yellow, lost every challenge to the formiddable Black, it was fun all the same.
In a capture-the-flag game, our team surged forward together for the first time, and it paid off - Ess had the flag, but no where to hide it so we could get her to the other end. "Ess!" I yelled to her over the gunshots, from my hiding place a few yards away "Do it tag-team style! Pass it off!"
Ess was nodding, and gesturing - Did I want the flag? She seemed to be asking. I still had my vest on, you see - I could stuff it in there. "No, not that!" I was saying, but suddenly they had rushed through the onslaught beside me - about ten of them, nine boys from our team and Essm and they were planning a way to get me to the other side! I shoved the flag up my vest and we plotted, and were about to set out - one boy was going to run ahead of me, the rest flanking us, another bring up the rear so I could pass the flag off to them if I were to be shot - when from all sides there arose frantic yells "SURRENDER!" The Blacks were saying, surrounding us. They were within the six-metre radius, they couldn't shoot us, and we had to give up - but none knew I still had the flag...
So we threw up our arms, and we surrendered, and we moved off to the side with all the other eliminated people, me bent over like a pregnant woman to hide the bulge beneath my vest. What do I do with the flag?? I kept asking, for we were meant to relinquish it, but when I got no answer I threw it into the air and let in lie on an upturned tree. Then "No no no!" someone was saying - and we hid it in a tree for the Blacks to find.

They say all's fair in love and war - and in the free-for-all, I'm afraid Jay and I did a dreaduful thing - I'd been shot, but I had ammunition left over, and I had thrown up my hands to yell: "Does anyone need shot? I have left over Shot!" when the referee yelled to me: "You have shot? Then just unload it on that person over there-"
I looked - it was Jay, standing there about twenty metres down the incline. The ref' saw me pause, my gun lowered - "What? I she your mate?"
"Yeaah..." I said.
In the distance, Jay had waved her hand in a slow, anticipatory wave..... I returned it. Then I threw up my gun -
But Jay was quicker, and soon we were firing point-blank at one another - and she had me in the shoulder, and my ammunition was out, and I threw up my hands - and it was over.
Jay went on to win the free-for-all, and when she came up to meet the rest of us we apologised to each other.

To my utter disappointment, while my friends are speckled with bruises, I have very, very few. Three is all I've been able to find - two nearly invisible, only one of these sore - though my scalp is a little tender. Next time, I think I'll wear less padding.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

formal '08

In all honesty the formal for which I had been so excited about was in reality not the superbly fantastic event I wanted it to be. It was quite anti-climatic. After the Trials it seems everything just sort of fizzles out, and it's a little sad, really. I had my make-up done and my hair all curled and sprayed and pinned etc, the whole shimozzle, but I didn't particularly feel like myself, rather painted, preened, false.

Jay and Tea and I drove around in the pouring rain, thoroughly disorientated in the darkness and the down pour as we tried to navigate the suburb streets. We made a brief appearance at the after-party, for it was rather boring for our tastes - the rain (torrential, now) had forced everyone into a large shed, one half lit, one half dark; people were talking and drinking and milling about, and a small cluster of people danced idly in a corner. But that was about it really.

So we escaped. It was a little thrilling, really; the rain and the thunder, lighting suddenly illuminating the rustic world around you for the briefest of seconds, capturing you in mid-stride, mid-leap, mid-twirl down the drive way, everything for that snapshot eerie and grey. It was early, early morning, and the three of us felt vaguely electric and so awake. We squeezed into my car to discuss our options: we felt guilty for leaving the party, after all, seeing as, realistically we'd see few of those people again - but, it just wasn't our scene. Me, I felt like running through the shadowed paddocks and amongst the farmsteads (for we were out woop-woop somewhere, a place full of rural properties, paddocks and such), throwing my arms about me with the thunder rolling overhead. I just wanted to do something.

And so, we headed off to a friends place, and crept around through the back gate and up to the rear glass slide-door to join their little party there. It was fairly quiet affair, really - we played Singstar and watched movies till four in the morning, and spent the finale of our school-life there..
But I will leave it at that, for now, 'cause Ess is here. And yeah. The End.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

...it's over.